A Compulsive Cock Stroker Tells his Story

I’ve been a compulsive cock stroker for as long as I can remember. I love finding new and different ways to stroke my cock or have someone stroke it for me. I’ve had girlfriends that left notes for me on how they wanted me to stroke and would be very upset if I didn’t do exactly what they wanted. As a cock stroker this is how I wanted my life to be. I love to stroke and will go to great lengths to be able to stroke no matter where I am or what I’m doing.

I have set up my work schedule around my cock. “Stroker” is a common password of mine. I even planned a vacation around my love of cock stroking. I did a lot of internet research on the most sexually open places in the world. I found one that had nudist beaches and all kinds of other sexy fun to be had so I headed to that city.

It was a compulsive cock stroker’s dream! They had these rooms that you could rent with two way mirrors so that you could stroke your cock and people could pay to watch you. I had to pay for the room and the people that watched me paid too, but I loved doing it! I went there at least once every day and sometimes twice. It made my cock throb to know that someone had paid to watch me stroke.

The man that ran it would also send a Mistress into the room at an extra cost if direction and domination was wanted with the stroking. I now call this vacation my cock stroker vacation because I was going to the rooms every day while also stroking on cam for my girlfriend in the evenings. By the time I flew back home, I was exhausted buy very satisfied.

I also have a particular craving to stroke my cock at work. I work in a very small office with my boss and our two secretaries. I can’t stroke in the one bathroom that we all share very often, but thankfully I have an office with a door that locks. Everyone always wonders why I prefer to sit in the office alone while they all go out to lunch.

Finding a Phone Sex Mistress

After the experience on that vacation, I began to wonder how I could have a part of that vacation in my everyday life. I also had to curb my compulsion to be a cock stroker at work. I found an online forum that talked about phone sex and how it helped compulsive cock strokers like me. I continued my research and through a series of trial, error and referrals, found my way to LDW.

Throughout my adult life I had considered getting a Phone Sex Mistress at different times. For whatever reason, I never actually found one. So the idea that I could find a Mistress who was an expert at dominating a cock stroker was thrilling to me. First I went to the strokeforme website and read everything I could find. I read all the bios and essays and clicked all the links to see where they led me to.

As a compulsive cock stroker, I set aside a portion of each paycheck to call a Mistress every payday. At first I tried a different Mistress every time I called. I asked for assignments and ideas on new ways to stroke. All of the guided masturbation Mistresses were intriguing and fun.